It's simple really...I pick up my guitar, spill my guts and soul into a song i create on acoustic guitar, I pick up my phone, record it, and post it...these son
Grab onto my hand, to see what I desire
In time you'll understand, and soon you will admire
How I wasn't born to quit, I'm just not built to lose
The pain I won't forget, there's no more choice to choose
There isn't any way, to change around my past
And words will never say, how sorry that I am
Soon you will admire, how I made it through the dark
And how I built this fire, without a fucking spark
Apologies to you, i know that I fucked up
Just know what I've been through, has broken me enough
Detoxified my stream, no more the needle feeds
Wounds I stitched them up, where bloods escapes and bleeds
There isn't any way, to change around my past
And words will never say, how sorry that I am
Soon you will admire, how I made it through the dark
And how I built this fire, without a fucking spark
Go ahead and burn out
Remind yourself again
What the pain is all about
When begging for the end
I used to smash the glass of
Mirrors that showed my face
I prayed my time would pass and
Death would bring me grace
There isn't any way, to change around my past
And words will never say, how sorry that I am
Soon you will admire, how I made it through the dark
And how I built this fire, without a fucking spark
How you supposed to live with
Without a sense of peace
And constantly give in to
All this pain released
So when you hear my name
Remember I loved you
But hated all the pain so
I'm starting life anew