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Lyrics- Impulse.... Beat: Soleternity
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Lyrics: "Spot Blown".... Beat "no copyrights"
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December 24, 2002
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
Suicide idea was based on real life thoughts...
Lyrics
Intro:
There once was this guy.......
There once was this guy *guy*
that wanted to die *die*
but every time he tried *tried*
tears would feel his eyes *eyes*
Chorus:
There once was this guy, that wanted to die /
but everytime he tried, tears would fill his eyes /
wanted to feel high, so he wanted to fly /
livin a life, of hatred and lies /
There once was this guy, that wanted to die /
but everytime he tried, tears would fill his eyes /
he despised his life, but then he relized /
that those lies were told to stop his cries /
Verse 1: Reason
Ayo, there once was this guy, that felt the hatred in the sky /
he wondered why? his life was full of nothin but lies /
his eyes were dry, but all night, his soul would cry /
and all he wanted, was someone to try by his side /
but no one complied, they sat back and critisized /
like he shouldnt think that way, its just not right /
well he denied, this is my life he replied /
sounding iggnorant in flesh, but desperate inside /
but he took that advice, and tried and tried /
but the impulse results were to deny and die /
he knew he couldnt fly, that just ruined his strive /
as the day slip by, as he said goodbye to light /
and hi to night, he thought if he could hide his fight /
that no one would care, and everything would be alright /
as his life declined, into the line of sacrifice /
as he slid off into darkness, and muttered goodnight /
Verse 2: Results
Days pass by, his family gettin worried /
they had a surprise for em, hes turnin thirty /
but on that day, they hurried to hospital crying /
heard he was dying, rushed in and saw him lying /
on the white sheets, hooked to life support /
eyes looked sore, pale, wonderin what hes fightin for /
his heart beat, but his soul was dead /
as family and friends, cried out while turnin their heads /
the doc walked in, slowly, to tell them about the patient /
told them he wasnt gonna live, that hes not gonna make it /
he saw the pain on their faces, as the man opened his eyes /
told them he was suppose to die, but didnt tell them why /
but instead, he handed them a letter, out of the pocket of his sweater /
blood stained the envelope, adressed to his wife heather /
whispered in her ear, that words can be weapons /
actions are a million, and hell see them in heaven /
Verse 3: Suicide Note
To those that care:
First off i want to say that im sorry, so much /
but i couldnt stand life and its cold touch /
its cold heart, tore me apart inside /
to the extent that life was nothin but a lie in my eyes /
im gonna miss you guys, but please dont miss me /
go on with life, make a new friend, and forget me /
let this be a lesson to be told, this message beholds /
the note of a man that never had the chance to grow old /
this is whats best, no more pain do i have to suffer /
it sux huh? the feelin that someone loved ya /
but im not blamin you, it was me, i was selfish /
to the bone, cut deep, now its sewn, even when im gone /
im sorry for bein gone, here i made my own psalm /
"Life is essence, dont let it fool you, its long /
deceit is overlooked when calm, dont let it do you wrong /
and even though u dont love someone, they love you, life lives on" /
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